♥ I don wanna make u mine, i jus wan u to need me, lyk hw I need you..... ♥
Sunday, February 28, 2010

I m feeling veri emo nw... Becos some things tat's on my mind, can't stop me fr thinking abt it...

My friends keep telling me: 'Ivy, you the best!', 'Ivy, you r the greatest!', 'Ivy, what can I do without you?'. I know ppl should be happy when they hear tis, I agree becos I did feel happy too. But I jus felt tat they don mean wat they say, seriously no offense... But i jus felt lyk I was used once again. I jus can't help it... I don noe who is a friend and who's nt... Being left out de feeling is really bad... And everyone thought I m de one tat has the least chance to be 'left-out'... As a friend, i seriously think i didn do much for ppl whom treat me as a 'friend' tat's why they leave me so easily... I don care abt finding Mr. right, i care abt my friends so much much more...

Sometimes, i wish i put all these useless efforts into my studies, career and maybe, even love... But no, friends & family would always be first, no wait, freedom and slacking comes first. Wat's wrong wif me? No wonder, he told me, [I don want to be your best friend or 'brother', i wanna be your lover in the first place of your heart, which is nvr possible, rite? Becos the place of your lover is so far away fr your top 3... Wat can i do to make you notice me or even believe me tat a lover doesn't mean trouble?] I can't fall in love, at least for now, I can't even get these friendship troubles solved, I don wanna juggle it wif love issues. Tat's why tat particularly room is shut tight and long forgotten. I need to really get back to real life to stop living in gloom...

~I m nt happy, I'm jus nt happy... Even if you are jus beside me, with your heart miles away, I can't even feel warmth when I touch you.~


It's me, jus me...
@ 1:07:00 AM

Ivy

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Anime♥
Manga ♥
Close Friends♥♥
Romance novels ♥
Candies & chocolates ♥
Pastries ♥
Ice-creams ♥
Cheese, Milk & Yogurt ♥
Music ♥
Baking ♥
Shopping ♥
Chatting ♥
Partying ♥
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Daydreaming ♥
Writing up stories ♥
Travelling ♥
My DS lite and games ♥
Victoria's Secret ♥
Juicy Couture ♥
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Coffee ♥


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Bugs!!!!! X.X
High heels X.X
Backstabbers X.X
People who look down on others X.X
Being alone X.X
Being left out X.X
Smoking X.X
Kids X.X
Bullying X.X
Empty Promises X.X
Got Forgotten X.X



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*A new Oven
*Miyano Mamoru's CD/Poster
*Starry Sky FanBook (Both)
*A trip to Japan/Paris/Rome/Spain

Reasonable Stuff I Wanna
*A wireless Mouse
*Manga: 恋爱班长 (I've gt 1-2)
千金小姐新嫁娘(I've gt 1-7)
Switch Girl!! 指令变生(I've got 1-4)
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