Saturday, July 18, 2009
I was at my small aunt's house for the last 2 days... I always wondered where kids get their energy from... Especially, those between 3 to about 8... Playing with them, the boy I felt lyk I am too old to run about, the girl: I felt kids these days play games more real already. I am really too old to understand these... Haiz...
Well, yesterday, none of them is at home so I slack around watch tv, eat, use the internet, study....
I brought my favourite fruit before going back... Cherries!!! I love these type of cherries and I haven had them for quite a while already... These are fr USA, abit too sour for my liking but the sweetness tat comes after it was so great....
Then, my favourite kid's show was on... Pocoyo is so cute!!! So, I watch it happily.... I just love this blue guy...
I got another kawaii otoko to add to my MOE files.... Kyaaaa! So kawaii!!!
Isn't he cute???? He has capture my heart with one appearance!!!!!! Kyaaaaaaa!!!!
Let's end this with my darling smiling picture!
Today(July 19), I suddenly remembered some thing, which is unhappy and veri recent. Blame it on my bad condition of STM. While brushing my teeth, I looked in the mirror and it came back to me... It happened during class on last friday. I was talking to this classmate of mine. *I am still not veri close with anyone from class, yet* Then, she suddenly said: "I don't like you smiling like that." I was puzzled, well who wouldn't be? Then, I asked why and smile again. She said: "Stop smiling lyk tat! Veri fake lor... It's like you are forcing urself to smile and laugh." I was quite awkward then I said: I am not forcing myself... She said: There's something hiding behind the smiles I hold on my face. I smile because I don't want others to worry. Well, I said: What's wrong with u today? My smiles are real la... You lyk tat seriously talk to me, I feel veri strange leh... Her last few sentence, I think is: Even since I met u, I already think ur smiles veri fake especially when u talk to people. I don noe how those people tat are close to u never told u tis. Maybe they are also pretending tat nothing happened or they simply are blinded by ur lies... But watever it is, it's not good to hide ur saddness, anger or watever inside. I am sure if u wanna talk, someone will listen. Or are u too used to this fake personality tat u forgotten who u r?
I really don noe what she's talking about sia... These stuff are jus giving me headache....
Well, yesterday, none of them is at home so I slack around watch tv, eat, use the internet, study....
I brought my favourite fruit before going back... Cherries!!! I love these type of cherries and I haven had them for quite a while already... These are fr USA, abit too sour for my liking but the sweetness tat comes after it was so great....
Then, my favourite kid's show was on... Pocoyo is so cute!!! So, I watch it happily.... I just love this blue guy...
I got another kawaii otoko to add to my MOE files.... Kyaaaa! So kawaii!!!
Isn't he cute???? He has capture my heart with one appearance!!!!!! Kyaaaaaaa!!!!
Let's end this with my darling smiling picture!
Today(July 19), I suddenly remembered some thing, which is unhappy and veri recent. Blame it on my bad condition of STM. While brushing my teeth, I looked in the mirror and it came back to me... It happened during class on last friday. I was talking to this classmate of mine. *I am still not veri close with anyone from class, yet* Then, she suddenly said: "I don't like you smiling like that." I was puzzled, well who wouldn't be? Then, I asked why and smile again. She said: "Stop smiling lyk tat! Veri fake lor... It's like you are forcing urself to smile and laugh." I was quite awkward then I said: I am not forcing myself... She said: There's something hiding behind the smiles I hold on my face. I smile because I don't want others to worry. Well, I said: What's wrong with u today? My smiles are real la... You lyk tat seriously talk to me, I feel veri strange leh... Her last few sentence, I think is: Even since I met u, I already think ur smiles veri fake especially when u talk to people. I don noe how those people tat are close to u never told u tis. Maybe they are also pretending tat nothing happened or they simply are blinded by ur lies... But watever it is, it's not good to hide ur saddness, anger or watever inside. I am sure if u wanna talk, someone will listen. Or are u too used to this fake personality tat u forgotten who u r?
I really don noe what she's talking about sia... These stuff are jus giving me headache....
It's me, jus me...
@ 3:45:00 PM
