Monday, June 29, 2009
I think I am in love.
Is it love at first sight? I don't know. I just know that just one day, one moment, I suddenly realized that I am in love with him.
I can't move my eyes away from him. Even his silliest look made me love him even more. His messy hair made him looked sexy. His lame & cold jokes made my day. His sleeping face made me want to go near and kiss him.
The way he looks at me, talks to me, smiles at me, never fails to melt my heart or makes it race and made me wish that how great it would be to be his special person for ever just a single second.
I am never bored again because he always fills up my mind, even in my dreams.
Thinking about him, makes me smile. And that is all I am able to do.
Missing him always starts after 5 seconds from not seeing him.
I keep every single word and action he said or did, lock preciously in my heart.
Whatever I do, it always has something to do with him. The food he likes, the songs he love, the words he say, I never seems to forget them and as time goes by, remembering his loves are already put of my daily routine.
I never expected myself to love him, but I think love is really blind because all I ever wanted now is for him to look at me for a second more, talk to me a second more, smile at me just one more time. If possible, start noticing me and not forgetting me.
One day, I am going to gather my courage, look at him in the eye and tell him, I love him.
(All of the above is fictionalize = unreal = fake. I made it up because I am trying to brush up my writing skills.)
Charming Junkie is really SUGOI(good)!!!!! I have finished it on the net but I will buy the whole series since I already had 4 of it when I have the money. It never fails to crack me up. The confession was quite funny too. Oh yes, the last chapt, still having the humor there. XD (Spoilers: Umi has really growth into a very handsome guy, and they still work for JUNK, it's their first project together.) Ending is great but I want a bit more modeling action for the last volume & NakaXUmi's wedding & modeling together as a couple for a fashion show in Paris.... T_T Well, the artwork still needs a little more work on it. It's not refine enough.
I think this series this quite relaxing to read. Bad guys would always turn out to be good, the male lead is madly in love with the female lead and know there are not much parts that made tears falls or people angry lyk BGI.
I am taking up the other series from this author but not very appealing. I don't lyk monster-human. Furthermore, I think Love monster is better... O.o
Being in an international school made my thinking much more westernize then usual. I never believed much about the Chinese culture even if the fact tat I am a Singaporean Chinese never change anyway. The whole males is more important than females thingy gets to me. And yes, I don't want to be a useless as always female. Plus, I don't think there's anything wrong with being a Les.
Since young, I adored the western culture, be it from the English(Afternoon tea and beautiful dresses, beautiful mansions) or American(Absolute freedom & Streaks, *To me, potatoes and rice are the same.*) even France(I don't mind eating tons of butter everyday.), Italy(Pizzas!). And now, I am crazy over the Japanese culture(Mamo-chan, Anime, Jdramas, Manga, Curry & so much more). Bill Gates is a dropout from what my lecturers says, well, most rich people are usually not the best students in school. I consider myself a dropout too though, does that mean I will become the next Bill Gates (>.<) I asked, then my lecturers said, why not? Who doesn't want to be a multi-billionaire? I know I do. Today's lecturer said he doesn't believe in the Singapore's educating even if he studied here all the way to his Masters. He asked, which Singaporean actually need something that effects the WHOLE world completely or get a Nobel prize? There's none. We are just happy over small achievements *I said tis*.
I know someday and it's finally coming soon, I will grow wings (Well, should be save enough money) and fly to my dreamland. I know I don't belong here and I will never stay here if I have a choice.
7 reasons why Ivy Toh love Miyano Mamoru!
1. He is not someone tat I look up as an idol anymore, when u admire an idol, he/she does something ugly or unglam, you will start to feel disgusted or disappointed. However, to me, even when Mamo dress strangely I still think he's the cutest!!!!
2. He has the cutest laugh!
3. I felt that when he sings 'You're in my heart' as Aoi Kaji, was specially for me!
4. He is good friends with Paku-sama!
5. He is one of the sexiest voice in my seiyuu list!
6. His looks appeal to me. 2 reasons: He's a Japanese and he can be handsome & cute at the same time!
7. I am already obessed with him! Until the point where I don't even care about he's already married! Isn't that enough?
Is it love at first sight? I don't know. I just know that just one day, one moment, I suddenly realized that I am in love with him.
I can't move my eyes away from him. Even his silliest look made me love him even more. His messy hair made him looked sexy. His lame & cold jokes made my day. His sleeping face made me want to go near and kiss him.
The way he looks at me, talks to me, smiles at me, never fails to melt my heart or makes it race and made me wish that how great it would be to be his special person for ever just a single second.
I am never bored again because he always fills up my mind, even in my dreams.
Thinking about him, makes me smile. And that is all I am able to do.
Missing him always starts after 5 seconds from not seeing him.
I keep every single word and action he said or did, lock preciously in my heart.
Whatever I do, it always has something to do with him. The food he likes, the songs he love, the words he say, I never seems to forget them and as time goes by, remembering his loves are already put of my daily routine.
I never expected myself to love him, but I think love is really blind because all I ever wanted now is for him to look at me for a second more, talk to me a second more, smile at me just one more time. If possible, start noticing me and not forgetting me.
One day, I am going to gather my courage, look at him in the eye and tell him, I love him.
(All of the above is fictionalize = unreal = fake. I made it up because I am trying to brush up my writing skills.)
Charming Junkie is really SUGOI(good)!!!!! I have finished it on the net but I will buy the whole series since I already had 4 of it when I have the money. It never fails to crack me up. The confession was quite funny too. Oh yes, the last chapt, still having the humor there. XD (Spoilers: Umi has really growth into a very handsome guy, and they still work for JUNK, it's their first project together.) Ending is great but I want a bit more modeling action for the last volume & NakaXUmi's wedding & modeling together as a couple for a fashion show in Paris.... T_T Well, the artwork still needs a little more work on it. It's not refine enough.
I think this series this quite relaxing to read. Bad guys would always turn out to be good, the male lead is madly in love with the female lead and know there are not much parts that made tears falls or people angry lyk BGI.
I am taking up the other series from this author but not very appealing. I don't lyk monster-human. Furthermore, I think Love monster is better... O.o
Being in an international school made my thinking much more westernize then usual. I never believed much about the Chinese culture even if the fact tat I am a Singaporean Chinese never change anyway. The whole males is more important than females thingy gets to me. And yes, I don't want to be a useless as always female. Plus, I don't think there's anything wrong with being a Les.
Since young, I adored the western culture, be it from the English(Afternoon tea and beautiful dresses, beautiful mansions) or American(Absolute freedom & Streaks, *To me, potatoes and rice are the same.*) even France(I don't mind eating tons of butter everyday.), Italy(Pizzas!). And now, I am crazy over the Japanese culture(Mamo-chan, Anime, Jdramas, Manga, Curry & so much more). Bill Gates is a dropout from what my lecturers says, well, most rich people are usually not the best students in school. I consider myself a dropout too though, does that mean I will become the next Bill Gates (>.<) I asked, then my lecturers said, why not? Who doesn't want to be a multi-billionaire? I know I do. Today's lecturer said he doesn't believe in the Singapore's educating even if he studied here all the way to his Masters. He asked, which Singaporean actually need something that effects the WHOLE world completely or get a Nobel prize? There's none. We are just happy over small achievements *I said tis*.
I know someday and it's finally coming soon, I will grow wings (Well, should be save enough money) and fly to my dreamland. I know I don't belong here and I will never stay here if I have a choice.
7 reasons why Ivy Toh love Miyano Mamoru!
1. He is not someone tat I look up as an idol anymore, when u admire an idol, he/she does something ugly or unglam, you will start to feel disgusted or disappointed. However, to me, even when Mamo dress strangely I still think he's the cutest!!!!
2. He has the cutest laugh!
3. I felt that when he sings 'You're in my heart' as Aoi Kaji, was specially for me!
4. He is good friends with Paku-sama!
5. He is one of the sexiest voice in my seiyuu list!
6. His looks appeal to me. 2 reasons: He's a Japanese and he can be handsome & cute at the same time!
7. I am already obessed with him! Until the point where I don't even care about he's already married! Isn't that enough?
It's me, jus me...
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