I haven done a crap post for lyk don noe who long, so I decided to do one today....

Do you feel that even if you tell yourself to remember that certain stage of life you've been through but once, you have past it, you will always forget?

Let's start with the age when a person started to learn the art of talking. Well, I don remember wat I did in tat time and nobody reminded me of it. But I see a lot of examples.

Lyk a 4 year old can tell his parents: "Mommy, when I grow up, I will earn a lot of money and give you!"
Cute? I agree but will this person remember? Nobody knows.. Well, if everyone is like tat, I don think there's a need for so many old folk's home.

As we grow older, when we begin our primary school life. We have dreams. Big dreams... I remember mine was a scientist but now I am in the Tourism and Hospitality course... We still don understand the world and things that's happening. I think that's the most happy time of anyone's life.

Then, we became teenagers. A time when we want to gain freedom and Independence. We starts to understand things. We started doing things only for ourselves. We started disagreeing with everything around us.

Alot of people tell themselves when they are at this point of time that if next time when I have kids, I will never do what my parents did to me to my child. But when we really became parents, our thoughts changed and maybe because of DNA, we became like our parents which we will never realized. Thus, this became a never ending cycle.

Well, for the rest of stages of life, I haven experience it so I don noe yet.

However, I still got something to share. I lived with my grandma. Well, I think I am quite lucky cos my grandma is not really as annoying as the ones I have heard. Plus, I am the beloved granddaughter. XP
When I lie on my bed at night, I keep thinking that if one day, she really leaves me, what will happen to me? Most people would say nothing will happen to you, you still can continue your life or something. But I think I might get so depressed that I will follow her to where ever she is. When I was younger, I don really feel a thing but now as I grow older. I finally saw tat age is catching up with my grandma already. She get ill easily, she's not really that lively anymore. There are times when she annoyed me even until now. However, I think deep down I still need her even if I am not a 7year old kid anymore. This is one of my greatest fear in life. Why I chose to write this? Maybe becos I wanna try 以毒攻毒 ba....

Back to normal self.....

Youtube took down the video of Paku Romi-sama dubbing Natsume's voice. F***!!!!!

I m starting to learn jap... Lessons starts this sat... Haha, finally... well, jus the basics....