I love Clamp! Well, my veri first anime is CCS which I am sure most ppl know... The above is a collection of all CLAMP's works... I wonder who tat guy at 3.00 is who...

Have anyone thought of a question lyk: if I wasn't born in this family or this way, my life WILL be better? Well, even though my fate is already decided, i still daydream tat if I am born in another family how would my life be? I went to Roz's house... I asked her tat question while we r lazing around. She said she hope tat she was a Ang Moh because she dislike chinese and she thinks tat they look prettier than Asians. Well, I said I wished I was a Japanese as I adore almost everything in Jap. Roz said she will leave this country once she has the chance then she said wat about me? Will I leave for Japan one day? I said no cos I don even speak Japanese. She said: How can I forget about the anime, manga, food, hot springs, snow, Sakura, handsome guys and pretty girls there? Well, I don have a chance rite? My family don even have the money to sent me overseas.... Well, we did change to another topic. Suddenly, I said: I wished there's no such thing as time and growing up? She scolded me. How can I have such a selfish thought? Then, I said as time flies, ppl whom I used to cal friends became strangers, I have to learn to grow up becos I am already too old to be a baby. As time passes by, ppl starts to change until we don noe each other anymore. I hate time becos of it, I have to grow up, my friends left me, I have more responsibilities. Roz made me look at her eyes. All this are part of life, if you can't take it then either go find somewhere tat u don need to face the life u r facing now or die. Why ppl chose to die becos they are not strong enough to face the obstacles given to them, these ppl are the cowards of life. She said: ' Ivy, though, I still don noe u long enough but I noe you are very selfish person. You are too well protected. Every little thing hurts you. Jus because everyone around gives in to u at times, doesn't mean tat the whole world would give in to you. If things don go yr way, you get angry and u throw yr temper and ignore everything and one around u. Bear in mind, not everyone is going to tolerate u always. There's a word called LIMIT. I hope you understand. If everyone is lyk you, then things lyk teamwork can never be found on this world again. Once Rachel made u angry, u completely ignored her, no matter wat she tried to do. You are not a kid anymore. Even if u don lyk growing up, it still something u can't miss. You complained to me tat all yr other friends are busy or they don care about u anymore but did u give them a chance or did u even tried to make out a chance? Think about it. I know you will find the answer because it's always inside u.' Sometimes, I think Roz understands me too much until it scared me even though we don noe each other too long. Can I really find the answer?