Tuesday, September 30, 2008
[For some reason, i like this doll.]
I've got a wish.
I want to **** **** ** ** **** ** **** * ******!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Voice fr nowhere: What did you say?
Ivy: It's too embarrassing to say it out loud....
Voice fr nowhere: Something to do with boys?
Ivy: Nah. Not ever close. It's something to do with my pride!
Voice fr nowhere: Studies?
Ivy: Nah. That's should be the most important thing now, right?
Voice fr Nowhere: *She's dumb.*
Ivy: Anyway, it's for me to know and you to find out, if you want to. XP
I am crapping again. I am seriously getting ill le. Maybe because I have been staying home too much and I am becoming a bit mentally unwell le.
I missed Yin Ming sia, I wonder what she's doing now?
Voice fr nowhere: Idiot, what else can she be doing except for sleeping since there's no time difference there.
Ivy: You're right. I missed Elina too. We haven't been going out recently.
Voice fr nowhere: Idiot, you can easily contact her, not like she just disappeared fr the surface of this Earth.
Ivy: You're right again. Well.... I am just enjoying my slacking life. All the food I have been eating is getting to me. The cakes, apples, cookies, bread, eggs. OMG! I am growing into a large meatball.
Voice fr nowhere: =.=! Yarh, large meatball-san.
Ivy: Hey! You are supposed to say something like: No, Ivy, you still the prettiest girl or something.
Voice fr Nowhere: *That's jus wasting my energy!* ..........
Ivy: I scare later I go out, nobody can recognize me. T__T
Voice fr nowhere: Then, stop eating!
Ivy: I would die!
Voice fr nowhere: =.= I mean stop eating extras. *Anyway, even if you don't eat, I am sure the fats in you would be able to provide you with at least one year supply of energy.*
Ivy. Oh.... Good food is so hard to resist. I have been eating too much apples later. I ate 4 apples today! Enough to keep the doctor away for 4 days ah!
Voice fr nowhere: *lame. =.=* Why are you so addicted to apples later?
Ivy: I don't know. Oh yes, maybe because 2 nights ago, there was NOTHING left to eat at home, therefore, i kept alive by eating an apple. From that on, apple has became a part of me.
I think I am stop crapping become I am sure people will feel like beating me up any moment. XP
I would like to share this poem with everyone, I think it really nice. I am still a free-thinker girl. It's just tat, I found this really sweet poem.
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there were one set of footprints.
This bothered me because I noticed
that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from
anguish, sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints.
So I said to the Lord,
“You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life
there have only been one set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?”
The Lord replied,
“The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand,
is when I carried you.”
Seriously, I almost moved to tears by this song. I really hope to find someone that will 'carry' me when I am in despair.
It's me, jus me...
@ 2:00:00 AM
