Finally, i can sleep until quite late today. :D I realli went to buy tat jap imported clothes. I can't believe tat i realli brought it. *Shocked* But there is somethin tat is wrong wif me and it is happenin again. After i brought it and i hang it up and look at it, i suddenly thought did i make the right choice to buy tis? But... Since i have brought it alreadi, i might as well tel myself tat i love it alot.
I got one veri hard issue to share wif every1 here. That is LOVE. In all our lifes, there is always abit of love content in it. Be it family love or love from friends. The love i wanna talk about is between 2 people mostly a male and a female. When we r young, these type of love is called puppy love. Why? Cos is jus between 2 people tat like to stick together and was happy to see each other. This type of relationship is "clean". I have puppy love when i was about six. It is so sweet tat time when i think about it. As we went into primary school, he moved away and i forgotten about him. It's the truth becos i have alreadi forgotten his looks and name, all tat was left is the memories tat is left in my heart tat we shared. I cried veri hard tat time but now when i think about it, i was laughin how silly i was. *Quite stupid too* I don called tat a first love becos we r still young tat time, we don understand wat is the true meaning of love. Till now, i still can't understand the true meaning too. But i m startin to understand bit by bit. Loving some1 is when u see tat person, yr heartbeat would always skip a beat or two. And a thousand people can tel u tat yr hair is beautiful tat day but onli tat one special person tat says it will realli brighten yr day. *tis doesn mean onli when tat person says it, u r happy but it is more of a special feelin in you* When you r doing somethin, no matter how busy u r, u would stop to think wat is tat person doing rite now. And u will feel so sweet and warm inside. When you are sad or happy, you would wished tat the person is beside you right at tat moment. If you have to leave tat person, u will feel sad but not the minor type of jus droppin tears but it feel like u r ban to hell, u lost yr way of living. If u don feel tat way when u love someone maybe u haven loved tat person enough or u didn love tis person at all. Like doesn't mean love. For special cases, like can turn into love but quite hard too. If you think tat u two share the same interests or u two have the same taste for some things, doesn always means u two r meant for each other. Believe me, love comes when u least expected it. U might have alreadi walk pass tis one person a thousand times before you fall in love i wif tat person.
*All of the above is jus ^-^YinG thoughts and feelins if u don agree is yr prob.*
I will talk more about tis topic in a later time. :D